| To Facebook- I say No!!! |
[23 Jan 2009|10:39pm] |
Well, the big phase now is FACEBOOK.
I have been pressured and tortured to get an account. I received tonnes of invitation emails "Join Facebook!!!"
ergh... seriously. No!
Facebook is the prime way to get stalked. Stalked by ppl you dun want to know about you....EVER!
ohh.. yes, ppl would say to me "but you can set it on private!!!"
it doesn't matter, my friend is currently being stalked through facebook by her ex.
I'm being stalked... and I don't even have facebook! how? cos I exist in other ppl's facebook.
I'm proud of myself for not having an account, this way I don't pour countless hours on a site and the stalking happens to a less extent.
so... to facebook- I say No.
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| GET A F**KING LIFE |
[19 Oct 2008|10:29am] |
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On my 20th b'day, which btw sucks penis, I received a letter from the bastard of my ex. GREAT!! RUINED my day.... even more.
JUST WANNA SAY THIS, if you're reading this, (which you prbli do, you sad sad person) GET A LIFE!!! Leave me alone! I only got rid of the urge to burn your house down with you in it, so you better not push me.
I HATE YOU! YOU RUINED MY LIFE! You petty, petty person.
we exchanged "burn in hell" already, we are NOT friends! stop talking to my cousins as if they are your friends. THEY ARE NOT! they hate you too.
geez. try anything and expect a law suit from.
bastard.
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| Diaries |
[24 Aug 2008|11:08pm] |
It's been so long since I last posted.
I was ramming through my stuff today, anything to procrastinate work. I stumble upon my old diaries that I shared with friends back in highschool. Hard to believe that was 3 years ago.
I took a quick read, man was I boy-crazed!!! That and soooo lame. All the abbreviations. How abbreviations became a big thing in the diary world, is beyond me. Now, I'm reading them and think.. omg, this is soo embarrassing.
Then again, I still have a diary I share with one of my friend from highschool. (Yes, it still continues!!) 5 years from now, I'm gonna read back and think the me now is lame too. ahh, the cycle continues.
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| Pluto |
[02 Apr 2008|08:43pm] |
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I know the whole "Pluto is not a planet" has been floating around for a while now. But.. what is the deal with that??
I mean, we're forced to learn the planets, they MADE us make our OWN gimmick to remember the planets.. and now.. they take that away!
Poor Pluto!! so what if it's on a slightly different orbit. So what if there are bigger things out there than Pluto. That doesn't make Pluto less of a planet!! If it fits the criteria of being a planet before, what is taking away its right now?
Is that saying a dog now... in ten years time, won't be a dog.. cos another species has been discovered that fits the description of being a dog more?
I mean... a tiger is classified as a cat. It's certainly bigger than a domestic cat... but still a cat!!! We can't take away its right to be a cat!
Bottom line is... I think I like the concept of Pluto being a planet better.
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| Dreading it |
[11 Dec 2007|04:42pm] |
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So, I finally finished my end of the semester exams.
the worse is over right?
No.
Dammit... here comes the email: "You have failed an unit, but hey!! you get a second chance!! you got a supplementary! yay!!!!"
and you go "F***! I just burnt all the stuff on it... what was it about again?"
So here I am... studying for my supplementary.
I know, I'm lucky for it. Cos they changed the rules and you are no longer exempts from labs if you are repeating. NOOOOOO!!! 3 dreadful hours a week of labs and one long long night, the night before the report is due.
So, here is for the supplementary and pray that i passed everything else.
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| Away from you |
[11 Nov 2007|10:28am] |
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Everyone will have those times when you need to be apart from the one you love. Whether it's cos of a business trip, or time off or any other reasons.
My cousin and I was talking and we came up with some of the stages.
The first day is the hardest. You just want to pick up that phone and text them, call them, run over to their house.. but you can't. You must restrain..
The second day you sit there and you think... I'm gonna be ok!!! (but you're not really)
The third day you hit the.... I'm mad. Why? Cos you miss him like crazy and you don't know if he misses you. then you're mad to the idea that he might not be missing you and you're out of your mind.
The fourth day.. well... by then you either break it, and see each other...or you hit the indifferent stage. I wouldn't know.. I never got there.
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| I'm engaged!! |
[03 Nov 2007|07:16pm] |
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Here's the story.
My bf planned this for 5 months. He took me ring shopping, he watched the gold market, researched on diamonds, made sure he's not getting ripped off...etc.
He planned everything so that on our 1 year anniversary, he could propose.
Now, my engagement story is not so exciting and extravagant and romantic like everyone would think. It was very casual, but I love it nonetheless.
We planned for a small picnic at this little park. At first, we couldn't figure out how to get there, drove around for a while and eventually got there. Wasn't so nice. He decided that he want to go to Kings Park, so we did. Laid out our mat, unpacked the food, exchanged presents and then he whipped out the ring. He was so nervous I could tell, stumbled and stuttered. I was too busy gawking at the ring to really notice. He finally blurted it out and I said yes!!!
The ring is so nice... but a bit too big for my fnger. I'm wearing it on my middle finger atm, which is good, it avoids suspicion from mum. (My parents don't know yet, but his parents does!!) My parents will have to wait til he has teh guts to ask them for permission. Then we'll make it offical. But for now... it's our little secret!!
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| I'm Qualified!!! |
[28 Oct 2007|07:59pm] |
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Ever noticed that after studying something for a while (either cramming or actually studying it) that ppl suddenly think they are "qualified"?
Well, not qualified but they think they kow it all...
"oh, the insect is a < insert some scientific name of a insect > because of....."
or... "that crack there, meant that this hole was created before that one"
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| oh so..... |
[28 Oct 2007|07:45pm] |
I just realised something lately...
one of my friend is a bitch!!!
Yeah, i was warned of this.
You see, that grandma of mine, before she got all bitchy and out of line, was nice. She was a fortune teller...well, more of a card reader.
She told me, be careful of my friends. She said, one of them is Truly nice, while the other "close" one is a bitch. Said this one is jealous of me and such...
I always wondered who. You know, cos i don't have many friends and I don't keep in contact with many anymore. i only kept in close contact with 2, plus my bf.
Recently, I figured out who that bitch is. Oh.. what a bitch that person is. Back-stabbing one too.
Suddenly that person became oh-so-all-knowing, oh-so-experienced, oh-so-I-understand-more-than-you and oh-so-I-don't-need-you-anymore.
And suddenly I just thought.. Oh, so F**K you too!!!
You know, one day these ppl will wake up "oh so lonely" cos everyone who they thought were friends are just smiling at them, but don't give a crap about them anymore.
Ppl are very good at being pretentious in the real world.
eg. "Hi!! how can I help you?" to a grumpy, picky customer.
(Walk away and thinks.... "choke on your food and die")
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| YAY!! I got fired!!! |
[28 Oct 2007|07:38pm] |
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Well, she did it!! she fired me.
called me up and told me one of her worker desperately need money to pay off something so he'll be taking my shift from now on. said she'll call me when she needs me.
ha!!! yeah.
bitch.
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| oww.. my back hurts!! |
[23 Oct 2007|07:33pm] |
There are a lot of backstabber out there lately.
Watch your own back.
Cheers
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| Achoo!! God, I'm allergic to bullshit |
[22 Oct 2007|08:03pm] |
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*sneezes repeatedly*
bullshit is in season.
bullshit is flying everywhere. Left and right.
Why is that ppl love to bullshit and at the same time why do some ppl have the time and the patience to listen to such bullshit?
ever heard the saying "the empty barrel sounds the loudest?"
I'm glad I cut myself from the world so I don't have to listen to ppl bullshitting to me. I'd be sneezing harder than ever. like hayfever is not enough.
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| did my back hurt your knife? |
[20 Oct 2007|10:46pm] |
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Ain't it painfully funny when you honestly try to help some ppl out and they turn against you?
I meant to post this a while ago.
I'm working for my "adopted" grandma cos mum forced me to.
I work there for like a year now. Maybe more.
A while ago i was a conflict, cos i was getting shit from my manager and I called him to give him shit back. (i don't take shit from ppl) Just so happen my mum was at the door at the time. She called up my grandma.
Apparently grandma got all shitty at me cos I got myself another job at a restaurant down the street.
She claims that I'm "pulling" away her costumers. Yet, she tells me I'm not doing my job properly at the restaurant. Right... If I'm not doing my job properly, why should she care if i go to another restaurant and stuff up there?
she refuse to give me a raise and the extra hours. Yet she is pissed off I got a job where they pay me a whole lot more than what she pay me and I'm also covered under insurance.
She said "If she quit, I thank you."
mum told me to act like nothing is wrong and that I never heard anything. So I continue to work at a place where they hate me cos i work elsewhere. they treat me differently and I come from being an adopted granddaughter to an outsider.
Funny. Why the hell am I still working for her? I'm helping her out cos no-one can be f**ked working on Sundays and do a tiring 11 hrs shift non-stop with no freaken breaks. The rates are daylight robbery too. who slaves themselves for $10/hr anymore?
I help her out for 1 year doing the crappy shifts and crappy pay and yet, one thing blows up in my face.
Ain't is painfully funny that you get seriously hurt and trampled on by ppl you thought you could trust?
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| Friends |
[09 Oct 2007|07:58pm] |
I'm currently procrastinating my cramming of a biochem exam tomorrow.
Anyway, something crossed my mind a few times...
Friends...
Some ppl find it hard to make friends, some ppl makes attract them like .
anyway, it's easier to make friends when you are younger, when you get older... it sucks.
The way I see it, highschools really are your final friends. You never really make any real friends at Uni. Unless they are doing the exact course, exact units as you for the whole duration. chances of that are slim. I made friends one semester and don't see them again. Bump into them when I'm are rushing to a lect exchange a nod that says "I acknowledge your existence" and keep going.
I don't really expect much from my freinds. Hardly see them cos of clashing timetable of different uni. Hardly catch up with them. Don't expect them to remember that they owe me $50 from the last birthday that we all chipped in. Don't really care if they do pay back (unless of course they owe me like.. a few hundred.. then I'll hunt them down...)
But i do expect one thing... if they are what I consider my BEST friend, I would call them up when I have a problem. I would expect some sort of consolidation (did I use that word right?). Because, I would expect them to shine as a friend. Because that's what's friends are really for. To be there for each other. (and scab money off... =D )
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| Resentful |
[01 Sep 2007|02:22pm] |
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I dunno, I just feel so resentful lately. Esp against my ex-bf.
I've been with my new bf for 10 months now. And being with him really opened my eyes to how badly I was treated in my last relationship. I hate myslef for letting him do that and hate him even more for doing so.
I really want to do something to hurt him like he hurt me, but then again, i cbf, because he doesn't deserve my plot-for-revenge time.
He's such an arsehole and I really hope he burns in hell.
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| update |
[13 Aug 2007|06:52pm] |
God.. I REALLY REALLY REALLY hate it when ppl update things. I mean.... if things work fine before, don't change it!! Updates meant to improve things right? Well most of the time, it doesn't!!! In fact it makes things a lot worse.
I can't access WebCT because of the new thing they did. Goddammit!!! that makes things that much harder for me.
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| Protecting or Ashamed? |
[20 Jul 2007|09:56am] |
A question raised up recently.
I was thinking.. you know, I did plan to run away had my pregnancy gone through and I would have hide the fact I was pregnant to protect my kid. But what would an outsider think? Would they know I'm protecting my kid or would they think I'm ashamed of her?
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| My baby.. |
[16 Jul 2007|06:40pm] |
As you have read, I had a miscarriage.
I was so clueless. I didn't know much when it happened, nor did I want to. I was in complete shock and I was scared shitless.
But after asking around... I learnt.. I was carrying twins. Identical twins. I really didn't know. The ultrasound didn't show the second child. But I kinda got worried when I saw 2 parts and a little sac. I asked my grandma and she said I had twins. The little sac was the placenta, the other 2, my babies.
I'm kinda sad now, before I thought it was just one, now i know it was two.
I lost what could be 2 lives (depending on how you perceive it).
I hope I would be blessed with twins again one day. I would like two little girls.
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| Acupuncture |
[16 Jul 2007|06:31pm] |
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I thought acupuncture was spelt with 2 'c' but appparently not.
anyway, I had an acupuncture done for my shoulder. I wasn't very fond of the idea cos I'm hell scared of needles.
I asked if it would hurt and of course they replied "Oh no. It doesn't hurt at all. You won't feel a thing!"
Lies. All lies. It hurt like... i dunno. It just hurt.
So when he asked me "So, how does it feel?"
I replied "It feels like I just got STABBED by NEEDLES!!!"
and "For the record, you lied. It hurts!!!!"
so moral??? if you are scared of needles? don't go to get an acupuncture. Also, when they say "it doesn't hurt" they are lying. It hurts!!
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| Out of the blue |
[02 Jul 2007|08:30pm] |
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so I was just re-reading some emails and cleaning out my inbox today.
So many chain mails back in those days. I remember I had to make like 4 hotmail accounts to cater them all. I don't delete some of them cos they are just so hilarious, others are just sweet. Funny, you just don't receive chain mails anymore. I guess we just grew out of it. I receive a lot of invites though. Invites to bebo, friendster, myspace...blah blah. I remember i joined some of them... but I haven't touched it. I forgotten my username and password for them all. So stupid.
Anyway... I was reading one of those "friendship/meaningful" chain mails.
and they raise some very...well... curious questions.
Like...
"What is more hurtful?
Saying something and wish you hadn't said it?
or saying Nothing and wish that you did?"
well, if my boyfriend is reading this.. which, i think he'll get around to.. he would have a hard time answering it.
anyway... I'm eating a lemon right now. Why? cos i dropped my mandarin and accidentally stepped on it. And cos the lemon I'm eating is a mutant. raaa raa
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